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EN FAMILIA

 

EN FAMILIA

By Rosanna Alvarez

As I take inventory of where we have landed individually and collectively throughout this pandemic, I find myself reflecting on how we have relied on hope to pull and push us through. It’s this strange middle space of mixed emotions because I am also grappling with how much we have lost, and I wonder if what some of us have gained in the form of self-reflection and collective action is enough to heal from the economic and educational devastation as we are forced to move forward. I think of the lives lost -of loved ones we’ll never see again- and the ripples of emotional and spiritual devastation that no school reopening can address in spite of the best of intentions. I think of the children who are rarely afforded the time and space to be heard in this moment and how they will be shaped in their futures. I think of how we have yet to collectively grieve the enormity of so much loss and of the accumulated impact the chronic stress will have on our bodies.

It’s this strange middle space of mixed emotions because I am also grappling with how much we have lost...

In the context of that reality, sometimes I am bewildered at the enormity of hope that we carry. In listening to our collective stories, I am reminded of how we find hope in many of the familiar phrasings we’ve heard over the years, spoken often en familia. There’s a saying that that immediately comes to mind: “No hay mal que por bien no venga.” In this moment, that phrase seems to fall short and still, there is hope, and in some ways, there is something more.

For as much as we aim to offer bilingual translations of the stories we share here, some things get lost in translation. So, I find it fitting to call on esperanza -not just as a theme for this issue but as a sort of healing song shared best en familia.

As I take in the words, poetry, art, and photography that hold our healing song of esperanza, I am reminded of the many ways that hope is activated and present in our community and en familia. Some would leave us to believe that hope is relayed through huge policy shifts or grand gestures of philanthropy, and while that isn’t untrue, oftentimes it’s the hope in the everyday that sustains us, forging us into guerreras at the ready. We find hope in the apapachos of our grandparents, the laughter of our children, the ferocity and love of our parents, in food shared with friends, through actions in solidarity with community, in music, dance, poetry, and in the eyes of hardworking men in the fullness of their vulnerability postvaccination.

Some would leave us to believe that hope is relayed through huge policy shifts or grand gestures of philanthropy, and while that isn’t untrue, oftentimes it’s the hope in the everyday that sustains us, forging us into guerreras at the ready.

En familia. It implies a sense of family, familiarity, a history, and connection. It embraces the trials alongside the triumphs and the need to constantly work alongside each other to make sure we’re all taken care of. En familia. It reminds us that we are more than zip codes and statistics. We are the keepers and creators of the stories that speak in our actions. En familia. A reminder of where we find life, mourn our losses, and gather in ceremony. En familia. A reminder that the eastside is and always will be home, a gathering place, esperanza. En familia.

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